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I want to try morning pages, but honestly, writing by hand feels like such a hassle.
My hand can’t keep up with my thoughts, and I end up losing track of what I really want to say.

So what should I even write in morning pages?
If I think about it, what I’m writing right now is already a kind of morning page.
Maybe I should buy The Artist’s Way.

When I type, I also notice that I press the spacebar almost out of habit, and sometimes my words don’t even come out fully.

I know in my head that I should wake up early, but my body resists.
I just like being comfortable.
But then I wonder—do I really deserve that comfort?
What even gives someone the “right” to it?
Who decides that—me, or society?

Maybe I can justify it by saying, “Well, it’s the weekend.”

Sometimes when I stretch after waking up, I even end up with muscle pain from that posture.

That’s it for today.
For a first day, I think I did okay.
Though honestly, writing for a long time about one thing does feel a little stressful.