명품 립스틱, 명품 향수, 그리고 나의 소비심리학 수업

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 예전엔 명품 립스틱이 너무 갖고 싶었다. 그게 내가 살수있는 유일한 명품으로 생각되었기때문이다. 지금 생각해보면..약간 그래... 그거 결국 곱게 보관되어져 있고 실사용 잘안하고 기간이 다되가는 듯 그리고 이번엔 향수 C사 향수 두병 있음 하나는 내가 립스틱이랑 같이 샀고 하나는 엄마가 준거 공통점은 둘 다 안 뿌림 그럼에도 오늘 또 다른 브랜드의 향수에 눈이 갔다. 인플루언서 콜라보로 할인중.. 처음 써보는 브랜드에 이정도 세일이면 이건 나보고 써보라는 계시 아닐까? 라는 생각을 했지만  사실 향은 내취향이 아닐것같다는 생각 근데 왜 살생각을 했을까? 명품을 가지고 싶어서 결국 나는 물건을 사고 싶었던 게 아니라 명품을 갖고 있는 내가 되고 싶었던 거 아닐까? 그걸 오늘 좀 인정하게 됨 오늘 성장한 느낌을 받은 어른이
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250816

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I want to try morning pages, but honestly, writing by hand feels like such a hassle.
My hand can’t keep up with my thoughts, and I end up losing track of what I really want to say.

So what should I even write in morning pages?
If I think about it, what I’m writing right now is already a kind of morning page.
Maybe I should buy The Artist’s Way.

When I type, I also notice that I press the spacebar almost out of habit, and sometimes my words don’t even come out fully.

I know in my head that I should wake up early, but my body resists.
I just like being comfortable.
But then I wonder—do I really deserve that comfort?
What even gives someone the “right” to it?
Who decides that—me, or society?

Maybe I can justify it by saying, “Well, it’s the weekend.”

Sometimes when I stretch after waking up, I even end up with muscle pain from that posture.

That’s it for today.
For a first day, I think I did okay.
Though honestly, writing for a long time about one thing does feel a little stressful.

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250808

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 Today, I got a coupon for a free sample from a drugstore. Since there’s a branch just around the corner, my first thought was, “I should go get it right now.” But then I stopped and asked myself— Is this sample really important enough to interrupt my day? Not really. So why was I so ready to drop everything and go? Maybe because it came as a “special” message on KakaoTalk, paired with the lure of getting something for free. But do I truly need it? No. Is it worth going out just for that? No. So I decided—if I happen to go out later, I’ll stop by and see if it’s still there. If not, that’s fine too. It’s nothing life-changing. Because I come first. My life comes first.
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250814

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 A space to write with complete honesty — but when I try to show only a polished version of myself, I can’t seem to write anything at all. This is why time has passed since I created my blog without posting anything. From now on, I’ll just share the stories in my heart as honestly as I can.
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