This place for me

 This place for me is like a secret castle

I think I'm a loser in the society

That's why I write down the essay without grammar maybe

I just want to move on without fear or my bias

It make me more brave than in reality

nevertheless sometimes I'm afraid that someone who know me find this place

That's why I write in English 

I want to make my world like magic world

 I believe Secret

So I want universe make me more capacity and ability

First of all is to be  abundant

So I don't have to worry about money and future

I can be myself by Myself

I want to live by myself

I'm the person who can be anything

I  show the world the real me

New Bluetooth keyboard

 I bought the New Bluetooth Keyboard

My last keyboard working almost over 5 years and nowdays it worked little bit wrong

and I found some discount model and more bright design than mine

I bought new keyboard and I'm very happy with clicking moment of new one.

It is very different feeling and It is more real keyboard than portable thing

It makes me write new post 

Yes! This is showing off post

I'm very happy!

I will pass the test

 I study for test that get certification

It's tooooooooo  hard for me to study 

But I have to get it

Reading my comments that make me look like a child or baby

It feel like little bit shameful  in fact a lot

But It's me 

And I will be better than now in the future

I will write without grammar

 I want to write by English

But I'm not good at English

So I put off publishing blog 

Now I decide that I will write without grammar about my life

Because I want to write English without stress 

If I familiar with write English than I will write with grammar

This is first writing for declare

명품 립스틱, 명품 향수, 그리고 나의 소비심리학 수업

 예전엔 명품 립스틱이 너무 갖고 싶었다.

그게 내가 살수있는 유일한 명품으로 생각되었기때문이다.

지금 생각해보면..약간 그래...

그거 결국 곱게 보관되어져 있고 실사용 잘안하고 기간이 다되가는 듯

그리고 이번엔 향수

C사 향수 두병 있음

하나는 내가 립스틱이랑 같이 샀고 하나는 엄마가 준거

공통점은 둘 다 안 뿌림

그럼에도 오늘 또 다른 브랜드의 향수에 눈이 갔다.

인플루언서 콜라보로 할인중..

처음 써보는 브랜드에 이정도 세일이면 이건 나보고 써보라는 계시 아닐까?

라는 생각을 했지만 

사실 향은 내취향이 아닐것같다는 생각

근데 왜 살생각을 했을까?

명품을 가지고 싶어서

결국 나는 물건을 사고 싶었던 게 아니라

명품을 갖고 있는 내가 되고 싶었던 거 아닐까?

그걸 오늘 좀 인정하게 됨

오늘 성장한 느낌을 받은 어른이

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 If someone outside my boundaries calls me crazy, I don’t really care.

Whatever they say has nothing to do with me, and it’s not worth my attention.

But if someone close to me were hurt by those words… then I’d probably lose it.

순간적으로 떠오른 생각이자 오늘 내 사람에게 미안했던 이유